Well 4 months of away mode in blogger.. here im back again.
2007..well a brand new year with brand new resolutions. Everyone is so excited bout their new resolutions but... sad to say, i haven got any yet. New year also means 1 year older in age. sigh turning 23rd this year in 2+ months time. My resolutions will never come true so i think its best not to have any this year. Oh ya wanna take this opportunity to congrates tracy.. was really happy for her =) why? becoz shes pregnant? Hmm shall not elaborate on it. If you guys are interested maybe can try sounding it out from her.
Well life is still the same for me. Nothing exciting, nothing interesting except for knowing new peeps in CCI and oh ya having to perform in SPBAND again for Musical Delights XXX. Was a very memorable concert for me although im not in the main band but felt kinda emo when hearing them perform. Nearly drop my tears esp during their last song. You guys really did a great job. Was the best concert i have heard from SPBAND yea.. Keep up the good job. esp to my dear eupho section's kids heh.. The never grow up kids.
I really miss my days in SPBAND practicing for concerts although i will keep grumbling on the long practices every week. But once i step into the bandroom, all the tired-ness, all the unhappiness will be gone immediately. I also miss the talking cock during practices and after practices, going home together after practices, all the outings conducted, all the camps held, all the tours that we have been. All the wonderful band mates that i have known, taking photos anytime and now my camera is not functioning anymore ever since i left SP. I miss the the fun, the music making sections, mr tan, my eupho, my eupho section(the best eupho sect i ever came arcoss. glad to have you guys) etc.
But reality is, all of these can only be stayed as part of my memories now. Just hope that alumni band will still keep on going but its kinda difficult ah coz our dear yong siang dont wanna continue his president job anymore. So freshly graudated alumnis, someone do take over this post and let the alumni band continues ba....
Haven been sleeping well since the start of 2007. Dark rings are getting worst. I just feel so tired. feel like sleeping. But i just cant get to sleep..somebody pls help me... By the way, PS do not be scared by me when you guys see me yea. Have been having mix feelings. Wasnt feeling happy at all.. dont ask me why becoz i cant answer this question too. Felt that life is so meaningless. everyday doing the same action. wake up, work, go home, tv, sleep and these 4 steps becomes a routin for 365 days. So sick of my life. Sometimes im just wondering what if i leave this world in the age of 25? How good will it be huh ha.
Recently xiuqin told me the syndrome for depression: persistent sadness, lethargy, irritability, difficulty concentrating, backache, etc.... wao by looking at only these few points, i can proudly declare that i scored a bingo. sigh~ this is bad man.. but what to do.
Wasnt performing well in everything i do. work, music, friendship, relationship, family, etc. Abit useless huh haa.. sometimes i just dont feel like talking. Will tend to get irritated easily. damn easily. Was unintentionally really. but just couldnt control my temper. hai.. need to tame down abit. Just wanna apologise to people who kanna my unresonable attitude yea.
grumble and grumble and grumble but none of the problems are solved.. well well thats life.
ok enough of it and back to work.
How good will it be if i could turn back time.
I am so not Happy~
Peggy was here grumbling @ 4pm 19/1/2007
[[Wishes upon the star]]
- able to eat gelare ice cream
- clean up my room (but shifting house so haha
- levis jeans
- go on a tour this year
- able to go chocolate bar
- a new watch (big watch, either in white or black)
- pass my organ grade 8 practical
- able to meet up the 17 bunch of joteks again
- if i got the money: LV Wallet/ Coach wallet
- learn diving
- Be Happy
[[Bitches]]
|| tracy ||
michelle ||
|| angie ||
kat ||
|| Catherine ||
Xiuqin ||
|| meiqi ||
[[Buddiess ]]
|| mick ||
|| said ||
tom ||
|| joan ||
liuyong ||
|| jeremy ||
abel ||
|| 4hao ||
|| cecilia ||
shijian ||
|| abel ||
seewee ||
[[ Band pross ]]
|| jiahui ||
hanyuan ||
|| sue anne ||
winson ||
|| cindy ||
Edmund ||
|| jia wei ||
Zhi zi ||
|| Ming Wei ||
Lifen ||
|| Joelly ||
Doleen ||
|| Dennis ||
Alan ||
|| Derek ||
James ||
|| Yiting ||
Nasir ||
|| Liangjie ||
spband||
[[ DMMT pross ]]
|| keying ||
Jenna ||
|| sharifah ||
mr ahmad ||
|| claire ||
cailing ||
|| heather ||
Shih Han ||
|| marcus ||
[[ speech ]]
A Person's greatest archievement is to forgive people's wrong and to forget bout the unpleasant past.
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